Whenever someone asks me about my life I tend to say that my life is movie without direction. Recently during speech class we had to pick a partner and interview them.. During the interview I shared several stories that has shaped who I am, that is when my partner asked me why I’m not writing a book… Well first I am not a writer nor am I good at writing and then there is the fact that I wouldn’t know where to begin. My life has been a rollercoaster that hasn’t stopped, which isn’t a bad thing however I have had my low points in life and my fair share of the high points in life but I know that I have a long way to go and more “scenes” to watch and wait for. As of right now I am living in the beautiful state of Texas with my amazing fiancé! We have our ups and downs and stress like everyone else but lately the jealous monster has struck me and I am trying to jump out of it because I would rather be joyous than jealous. I am jealous of everyone who is getting married, we are still waiting for the day to come. I am tired of looking at venues and them ask for ridiculous amounts of money that I don’t have… I know we could be doing more to save but we are waiting to hear back about jobs for B which is a huge factor to some of the stress we are going through and will help to contribute to saving money for the wedding. There is so much to go with a wedding that right now I have so many other stressors I need to tend to before spending a ridiculous amount for a wedding a wedding that I never even dreamt about… I have only dreamt of the marriage not the wedding and isn’t that what matters?!
Well until the next “scene”